October 2011
2 posts
Still no where
I want to get better, I really do…but what if I don’t have the strength to?
right now, I really wish my mum’s here to give me a big hug, to tell me that I’m safe and everything’s gonna be alright..that’s all I want.
“It was hard telling u that I’m okay when u asked me how I am..it was as if u knew something was wrong yet I had to lie so that I...
No where
This place is darker than I thought..Where am I? No where. Where is the light? I don’t know. All I wanna do is sleep…cos when I do, for that few hours, I don’t feel anything..no pain, no pressure, no expectations, no hurt, nothing. And that’s all I want right now, to feel nothing.
“Are u ok?” - No I’m not.
June 2011
3 posts
think i’m gonna learn this song next.. =)
...
WatchDid a one day “project”, just because I can..haha
learnt how to play What A Friend I’ve Found by Delirious?, closest I could get to “stardom” I guess, Switchfoot wanna hire me? I could help to tune your guitars =P
anyhoo.
May 2011
4 posts
“Go away, you try to take the best of me, go away.”
1 tag
Heart, checked.
So, you know how God reveals some things to you sometimes? Yeah, He did, to me..and I think I know why sometimes He doesn’t. It’s always either because we’re not ready, or we’re not ready. But when He thinks we’re matured enough to take it, He shows, and even though we’re more ready then, doesn’t mean that it won’t hurt…like crap.
I found out...
March 2011
1 post
October 2010
11 posts
stolen
you make me…
-go crazy in my head.
-lose my words when I’m talking to you.
-upset when you tell me things I don’t wanna know.
-remember things I usually wouldn’t.
-wanna be better.
you make my heart skip 3 beats when I see you.
you make my life more colourful.
you.
Fool = Me when I’m around you
What do you expect from me when you come and tell me things like that? Seriously, maybe it’d be easier for me if I knew. What is it? If it’s nothing, then don’t tell me. Don’t break my heart. Please.
“The tears made my heart feel better.”
“Everyone has a limit. I think I’m reaching mine.”
“One time, when I was very little, I climbed a tree and ate these green, sour...”
– The Kite Runner, Khaled Hosseini (
September 2010
20 posts
you saved me, right on time again..thanks ko
“I just…
don’t wanna be alone.”
I think I’m gonna quit Twitter, because someone said something bout my tweets..there’s no freedom in expression anymore..
“you do know that you’re just pushing me deeper into my cave right?”
guess you don’t really care..well, I don’t care anymore either.
That was the best half of something I had for the longest time..thanks =)
you.
It baffles me how someone can make so much sense.
sometimes, it scares me to think that you might know me better than myself.
you do that.
you change the way I look at things, you point out the mistakes/weaknesses, but you provide a solution, and maybe even end it with a joke, just so that I’d smile.
you make sense to me.
thank you.
All attempts have failed All my heads are tails...
“I feel like me..
I feel like yours..
And it feels good..”
– OTH s8e1
“I am always, always, always yours.”
– Switchfoot
forget I ever wrote this for you.
this is still...
much loved.
You’re one of the busiest person I know in the entire universe. BUT,
You never failed to make me feel loved and cared for. On days when I’m down, lonely, hungry, homesick..you take time off your power schedule to gtalk me, to cheer me up. You make plans to meet me for a meal even though I know you’re so busy that you skip meals sometimes.
And I know, even if we never find the...
“Is it crazy if I like you more than a lot?”
– The Last Song
LIFE
Just about 2 months ago I was nicely chatting with you in the clinic and today I receive news about you going back to be with the Lord..Life is so short. We say it all the time but do we actually know what we’re saying?
rest in peace, Uncle. Say hi to Jesus for me.
sometimes it feels like I’m gonna lose you.
“knowing that you remember the little details just makes me smile when no...”
Matters of the Heart
“Guarding my heart. Even though sometimes it feels like it has been stolen already. Nevertheless, I know it’s still here, and I know it’s in good hands.”
Knowing that you still care makes everything that much better.
August 2010
9 posts
“Someone could just be praying for you right now.”
– my hopes unspoken.
Words of wisdom hitting me in the face and sinking straight into the heart.
anything other than yes is no,
anything other...
“It’d be so much easier if I knew what was expected of me..”
I don’t know if I’m ready for this..I’m depressed already just looking at the timetable..
EOS5 in few months’ time, which means in few months’ time, I’m leaving this place..
gosh.
I don’t even wanna think about it now. =(
“And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time.”
– Need you now - Lady Antebellum
2 tags
